Go West, Young Man ...

בס"ד

The first of Avraham Avinu's ten tests is the iconic "לך לך". He is instructed by G-d to leave all that is familiar and venture out into the unknown, with only Hashem's word for a guide and provider.

While we may consider this trial to be a culmination of Avraham's ( and G-d's ) utter and total rejection of the immoral society in which he lived, we may glimpse a deeper facet and gain immeasurably for doing so. There is a very important distinction made by Rav Shimshon Raphael Hirsch regarding Avraham's trial. Avraham is never told to leave, he is told to go.

There is a subtle difference between going ("הליכה") and leaving ("יציאה"). The operative function of 'leaving' is to escape, to run or to bail out. One who is leaving ("יוצא") is barely concerned with his destination – just that it is better that his current situation. 'Going', on the other hand, is primarily concerned with a goal. One who is going ("הולך") is travelling to a particular place because there is a value and reason to arrive in that location.

Avraham Avinu must leave his current surroundings to continue his upward trek towards the spiritual achievements that he will leave as a legacy. Nonetheless, his move is primarily one of 'going'.

Rav Hirsch also quotes the medrash (Bamidbar Rabba 18:21) that the phrase of "לך לך" is one of the harbingers of the final redemption. Because from the moment that Avraham, our forefather, accepted upon himself this mission, he set the stage for us to continue travelling down the path of the righteous, until we reach the final destination, the redemption.

And so, wherever we find ourselves, we should always notice – are we leaving or going ? And what is our destination ?

Hatzlacha !! 

A Window Into (or out of) Our Souls

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The Passuk teaches us that Noach needed to make a window ("צהר") in the ark [see Bereishis 6:16 and Rashi]. Later on, the Torah discusses that during the period of judgment of the flood the heavenly spheres did not come out [see Bereishes  8:22 and Rashi].

What would Noach need a window for if the sun and moon did not come out at all ?

To look out. Sometimes we are so preoccupied with figuring out what someone or something can do for me – that we forget to think about what we can do for them. Noach may have been righteous enough to be saved from the flood, but he had many lessons in self betterment still to learn. One of the ways in which Hashem instructed him was that window.

In life, we should always make sure that we are not inured to the plight of others. In our own little protective arks – with which we navigate life's waters – we should always have a window that will enable us to look out and see what our fellow may need.

Hatzlacha !!

Lazy Days Of Succos

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During the holiday of Succos, one of the highlights of the special service in the Beis HaMikdash was the water libation ("ניסוך המים"). This was actually a double libation since there was also a pitcher of wine poured as well. A Kohein would ascend the ramp leading up to the great altar and pour the two pitchers into two specially made apertures in the rim of the mizbeach.

The Shem MiShmuel comments that this dual service can be viewed through the lens of atonement and purification. We bring the wine, which has the ability to quicken our pulses and get us hot under the collar, to atone for sins that were performed with zealousness. We bring the water, symbolically the cooling agent, to atone for transgressions that resulted from an apathetic or an overly cool disposition.

Perhaps this is also why this twin service is the highlight of the succos festival. Succos is the only holiday when we can actually perform mitzvos passively. By doing "nothing" in our succah we are actually doing "something" - living in it ! This passive mitzvah performance is actually praised in the gemara with the following exceptional praise : "Rabbi Eliezer states, I praise the lazy folks during the festival [because they just stay at home in their succos and thusly accord the dwelling place greater attention and regard]." [gemara succah 27b]

And this "lazy", yet all encompassing, observance serves as an atonement for all our shortcomings in the area of apathy. Yet, it is precisely the drawing of the water for this service that was accompanied by such a fervent and enthusiastic festival that the gemara states that whoever has not seen the "simchas beis hashoeva" has not seen happiness being put into practice.

May it be the will of our creator that we excel in both the passive (lazy) and the active (wine-driven) service and that these serve as both an atonement for previous shortcomings on these areas and an inspiration for the winter ahead.

Haztlacha !!

Big Things, Little Things

בס"ד

"לא בשמים היא לאמור, מי יעלה לנו השמימה, ויקחה לנו וישמיענו אותה ונעשינה" [דברים ל:יב]

"It [this mitzvah / or torah] is not in the heavens, that you should say 'who will go up to the heavens and bring it to us, and teach it to us, that we may do it"

[Devarim 30:12]

The Torah tells us that it is all within reach. The Torah is not an esoteric wisdom that is totally inaccessible. Rather, Hashem has brought it down to earth (double meaning intended) for us to be able to perform it. As a further passuk proclaims "… it is within [the abilities of] your mouth and your heart to accomplish it…".

Rashi, when explaining this passuk, tells us that if the Torah were in the heavens, we would be obligated to go up and get it. This hints at a tremendous reality. We have the ability to ascend to the highest spheres and live a life of Torah – even if it were in the heavens ! If the Torah was "up there" we should be able ( and be obligated ! ) to live a heavenly life, divorced from the lower parts of the flesh and blood world.

But Hashem doesn't want that. He brought the Torah down into the little, daily details. Hashem wants us to wash our hands in the morning, He wants us to smile when we say thank you. He wants us to thank Him whenever we have a tasty bite of chocolate and He wants us to notice the table settings and their sparkle.

Why ? Why would Hashem, who gave us the highest, loftiest, wisdom and the deepest, holiest concepts, want us to busy ourselves with the mundanities and trivialities of daily existence ? because it is no trick for something huge and powerful to perform a huge and powerful action. It is no great feat for an enormously strong man to carry out an act of great strength, it is simply in his nature. But, when a powerful man gently takes a fragile flower in his hand – that is an incredible act.

It is insufficient for us, who are powerful and gifted enough to be able to reach the very heavens with our actions, to simply dedicate our "big acts" to Hashem. We should also realize, and accordingly, perform, our "little acts" for Hashem too. After all, it isn't in the heavens – it is close to our hearts and within reach of our mouth.

Hatzlacha !!

White It Out

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When the Jewish people cross the Jordan and enter into the promised Land of Israel, they perform an interesting rite. They are instructed (by G-d) to take twelve obelisks (large stones) and plaster them white. Once they have plastered them, the Jews must write the words of the Torah in "…a very through explanation" [Devarim 27:8]. Rashi explains this thorough explanation to be a translation into all seventy languages.

Why would the Jews have to record the Torah into languages they are not conversant in and why does G-d make a point of telling them to white out the stones first ?

When the Jews receive the Torah it is not just something for that generation. It is for ALL generations. This is expressed in many ways. Firstly, at mount Sinai, the souls of all Jews – current and future – were present, to show that they all received the Torah straight from G-d. Secondly, since there would be a time when the children of Israel would wander through the globe, the Torah was "given" in all seventy languages.

This also helps us understand the whiteout. When the Torah is given at Sinai – it was done in the Torah's own language. Every concept presented was fresh since it hadn't been said before. In other languages, this may not always be the case. Whichever term or Torah concept you refer to, there may be an alternate idea that has already been said – that you must differentiate from the Torah idea if you are to understand it properly. ( The irony of writing this specific Dvar Torah in English is not lost on me …) That is why the stones of translation needed to be whited out, to provide for as smooth as possible a beginning for our journey into understanding the word of G-d.

Before we undertake the next journey – the one into our new year – let us "white out" any baggage we may be carrying. Forgiveness and sincerity can go a long way towards accomplishing that goal.

Hatzlacha !!

A Pocket Full Of Kryptonite

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The Torah commands us to refrain from possession of the trappings and tools of the trickster's trade. We may not have in our pockets two different weights (Devarim 25:13) nor in our house, two different dry measures ( Ibid 25:14).

The Torah then emphasizes that we must own proper, just weights and containers for dry measure. And to cap it all off – if we abide by these guidelines (required, not suggested) we will merit long life (Ibid 25:15).

Huh ?!?!

There seems to be much more being discussed here.

Firstly, we are already under "standing orders" not to cheat in business or in any way swindle our fellow man. Secondly, even if we were to view this commandment as an expansion upon the concept of honesty (since previous laws focused on the practice of cheating and this one prohibits mere possession of cheating paraphernalia), we still must question the insistence of the Torah that we acquire proper weights and measures. Supposing I want to refrain from weighing and measuring altogether – shouldn't I be within my rights to forgo the entire experience – why must G-d insist that I possess accurate tools ?

Because these laws are alluding to a much bigger issue. Not everyone is involved in the buying and selling aspects of business. We do all make purchases from time to time – so the simple, literal meaning of this law certainly applies to everyone. But, this law can also be seen as referring to a different system of weights and measures.

We each make dozens of decisions daily. We weigh our options and measure our resources – in an attempt to "get the best deal" towards whichever goal we are working for.

The Torah is cautioning us – it is not sufficient to engage in honest self assessment when pursuing our life's goals. We must purge our value system of dishonest considerations completely ! It is not enough to avoid rationalizations and other mental manipulations when serving G-d – we must eliminate these things from our lexicon entirely!

In this month of tremendous divine assistance in our personal betterment – may we merit this, and all other, lofty steps in pursuit of our ultimate goal. As Dovid HaMelech said – "… To sit in the house of Hashem all the days of our life " [Tehillim 27:4]

Hatzlacha !!

The Fruits Of Man

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"כי תצור אל עיר ימים רבים להלחם עליה לתפשה לא תשחית את עצה לנדח עליו גרזן כי ממנו תאכל ואתו לא תכרת כי האדם עץ השדה לבא מפניך במצור" [דברים כ:יט]

"If you will lay siege to a city for many days to do battle against it and capture it, you must not ruin its trees to destroy them by the axe, for from these trees you shall it and these (trees) you shall not chop down, are they a man – these trees of the field – that you consider them your enemies in this siege ?! " [Devarim 20:19]

The Torah emphatically states that while we may lay siege to an enemy city, and deal death and destruction to its inhabitants, upon capture, we may not destroy their orchards or vineyards. This is not merely military strategy. There is a deeper issue at stake here.

At first glance, the Torah is limiting and guiding us – even during periods of battle. "I know you are fighting a war", says the Torah, "and I know that you are laying waste to living things right and left." But, we must guard ourselves from willful destruction for destruction's own sake. After all, this is Hashem's world we are talking about and we may not cast our axe about with no regard for the Creator. Rather, we must be calculating in every action – destroying what needs to be (our enemies - who are called Hashem's enemies by extension) and preserving that which need not fall under our hatchet.

But the Torah makes an interesting analogy – are the trees of the field similar to the men that you fight against ? the passuk asks rhetorically.

On a pshat level – the answer is no. Our enemies are men, capable of free will and choice – and when they choose to persecute Hashem's people and defy His word – they righteously "earned" their fate. But trees have no control over who planted them and should not suffer for the sins of their caretakers.

The baalei mussar, however, read this passuk with the exact opposite message. (technically,  this too is pshat – a straightforward reading of the words. The inflection on the phrase "is this tree a man ?" is a questioning one – but one can also read it as a statement. i.e. "man is a tree of the field")

How exactly is man a "… tree of the field" ?

The answer can be found by analyzing the prohibition associated with the trees. It is only fruit trees which are spared the army's ire. Non fruit bearing trees are fair game for the besieging army to chop away at. Why ?

Because that is the level at which the fundamental comparison (between man and tree) lies. If man is comparable to a tree – it is only because, like the tree, he is designed to give fruit.

A tree is known by its fruit. It is that fruit that goes far and wide bringing praise, or heaping scorn, upon its parent tree. So it is with the fruits of man.

Man's fruits are not his children (they, too are fruits but not in this context). Man's fruits are his actions and accomplishments. It is by them that man is known and through them he will garner eternal rewards or reap the bitter sprouts of failure.

Why is a fruit tree spared the army's axe ? because it has a higher purpose. Even as a marauding army, we are enjoined not to undermine this tree's potential for accomplishment.

So too, man is a fruit tree. He has achievements. They are his potential – they are the 'calling card' he leaves behind him and the one he sends on ahead.

During this introspective month of Elul – we may ask ourselves – what 'fruits' am I producing ? And would they be sufficiently important to save me from the besieging army's blade ?

Hatzlacha !

A Labor Of Love

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 The great Mussar sages tell us that when they announced the upcoming Rosh Chodesh Elul in shul, people would already begin to tremble. The image we have of Elul is one of repentance and intense personal growth. We hear the shofar and say extra pirkei tehillim, all in an effort to become better people. Elul is a time of seriousness.

But, if we get hung up on the almost somber aspects of this intense month – we miss one of its greatest themes, love.

Amongst the few acronyms that spell out the letters of Elul is a passuk in Shir Hashirim, "אני לדודי ודודי לי" – "I am (devoted) to my beloved and my beloved is (devoted) to me". Elul is a time of renewed pledges and demonstrations of that love. Elul is not just a time when we invest in ourselves – it is a time when we invest on our relationship with Hashem.

If we spend our entire Elul trembling with fear, we will have totally missed out on an even greater opportunity – to spend this month basking in His love.

There is a world of difference between a worker hurrying to prepare a lavish feast for his master and a love-struck youth preparing a meal for his (or her) beloved. They are both intensely focused and exert great care to have the meal be at its utmost. But one is overawed, and works with an eye towards the door in fearful anticipation, while the other is overcome, and eyes the door in sweet expectation.

This Elul, let us realize our potential and devote ourselves to the loving service of our Creator. And in the same measure that we show our love – we will merit to feel His boundless love for us – as the passuk stresses – "I am to my beloved, and my beloved is to me"

A Gut Chodesh !

Hatzlacha !!

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Just One Small Thing ...

בס"ד

"ועתה ישראל מה ד' א-לוקיך שואל מעמך כי אם ליראה את ד' א-לוקיך, וללכת בכל דרכיו, ולאהבה אותו, ולעבדו בכל לבבך ובכל נפשך" [דברים י:יב]

"And now, Israel, what does Hashem require of you ? Just that you stand in awe of Him, and follow in all of his ways, and love Him, and serve him with all your heart and soul." [Devarim 10:12]

In this famous passuk, Moshe Rabbeinu seems to encapsulate the heart of what it means to be a G-d fearing Jew. What comes off as inconsistent, however, is the reference that this is a simple task. Specifically, when Moshe uses the term "כי אם" – contextually translated as "Just that…" – he is saying that this is no big deal.

From the Gemara (Brachos 33b) on down, scholars throughout the ages have tried to come to terms with how Moshe Rabbeinu can refer to standing in awe of Hashem as 'no big deal'. The Gemara concludes that the lofty concept of Yiraas Hashem is indeed 'no big deal' to someone of Moshe Rabbeinu's caliber. There is another lesson to be learned here.

Awe is the natural reaction of a frail and mortal man when confronted with powers and occurrences that are well beyond him. The raging sea during a gale or the majestic, towering clouds of a thunderstorm; the endless array of stars on a clear night or the vast desolation of a desert wasteland – all these produce in us a feeling of awe. We don't need to learn mussar works to feel awed by the destructive power of a huge bomb, and we don't need to meditate upon awe when we come upon a deep and cavernous canyon.

Moshe Rabbeinu tells us that standing in awe of Hashem is not an extraordinary feat for one simple reason, it doesn't need to be faked.

If we had to pretend to fear a harmless flea or be overawed by a small child – that would be something to emphasize. That would take acting, meditation and years of study to perfect. But Hashem? The one and only ruler over all ?! The One whose very essence sustains and directs every molecule and atom in the universe and whose awesome power unleashes and tames every storm and quake ?!?!?! All that takes is recognition. Once we recognize, once we actually see the world and Hashem for what they are, inevitably, we will be awed.

Let us take a moment to look around and see the world for what it is – an incredibly complex, living and breathing testament to Hashem, and the extent of His power. And then let us stand in awe, after all, its 'no big deal'.

Hatzlacha !! 

Been There, Done That

בס"ד

"וידעת היום והשבות אל לבבך כי ד' הוא הא-לוקים בשמים ממעל ועל הארץ מתחת אין עוד" [דברים ד:לט]

"And you shall know today, and you shall internalize towards your heart, that Hashem is G-d in the heavens above and in the earth beneath there is no other" [Devarim 4:39]

This famous passuk which concludes the first half of the Aleinu that is said at the end of every teffila contains two very important lessons.

The first message is a lesson in internalizing. How do we take knowledge and assimilate it ? How do we apply that which we have learned – and make it into that which we are ?  The trick is in where we attempt to integrate the information into.

When the passuk speaks about our heart – it uses the multiple "ב" of "לבבך"(levavcha) instead of "לבך" (leebecha). The Ohr Hachaim Hakadosh teaches us that this is an allusion to both "halves" of our hearts.

If we try to learn about good actions and things we should do and believe - all that stays in the realm of the theoretical. The key to bringing it into the actual is not in our yetzer tov (he wants to do all the mitzvos in the world !) but rather in our yetzer hora! 

Just learning about something is not enough to make a lasting change. We need to develop a game plan, a battle strategy for overcoming the obstacles the evil inclination will certainly place in our way.  Once we have a realistic approach of how the yetzer will attempt to dissuade us from doing this mitzvah or learning this torah – and have a plan for how to counter that evil advice – then we will have set the stage for transcending mere knowledge and reaching internalizing.

The second message is equally powerful.

The word the torah uses to describe this process is derived from the same word as teshuva, or return. This hints to us that any bit of divine wisdom – every positive action or mitzvah oriented mindset that we attempt to assimilate into who we are – is in fact just an act of returning to the pristine state we once occupied.

When a Jewish neshama is about to be born it learns all of the torah directly from an angel. The angel then promptly makes us forget it all. Why learn it if we are only going to forget it ? Because we are nonetheless comforted by the knowledge that no matter how hard it gets – we can definitely do it ! After all, we've already been there and done that.

Hatzlacha !!

The Deepest Well

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"בעבר הירדן בארץ מואב, הואיל משה באר את התורה הזאת לאמור" [דברים א:ה]

"In the Trans-Jordan, in the land of Moav, Moshe undertook to explain this Torah saying …" [Devarim 1:5]

Why does the Torah stress where Moshe was when he went to explain the entire Torah ?

Additionally, Rashi (quoting the medrash Tanchuma) teaches us that this explanation was a translation into all existing 70 languages. Since the Jews did not speak these languages - why would the Torah need that sort of explanation ?

Finally, why would the Torah use the word "be'er - באר" which means to explain or elaborate if it really meant to translate ("letargem - לתרגם") ?

The Torah is more than just a book of laws, and it is certainly more than a recording of the Jewish people's earliest history. The Torah is a crystallization of the divine wisdom and the secrets of the universe. It is the physical manifestation of the eternal and all powerful G-d reaching out and making a concrete contact with us - His frail, mortal creations. Thusly, it is the moral and spiritual compass by which all actions must be judged and all ideas should be evaluated.

Moshe Rabbeinu knows that his time is almost up – he will soon pass and his people will be lead by the capable Yehoshua. But Yehoshua did not ascend Mt. Sinai. He did not speak with G-d "face to face" ( see – Bamidbar 12:8 meaning - in a direct mode of prophecy). He couldn't convey the depths of the Torah to the people with the same familiarity that Moshe could. So Moshe, our Rebbe, undertook to give one, last, encompassing, review class.

It is said that the key to a culture is its language. From simplistic examples – like how the Eskimo have 37 different words for snow – to more complex themes suggested by a rhythm that is present or not in a particular language. Moshe Rabbeinu knows that the Jews were heading into the "promised land" – but that they were also entering a different chapter in their national character. Until now they all sat in the tent of Torah. From now on – many of them will work. Commerce, agriculture, civics – these will take up much of their energy and focus. It is likely that in the course of these pursuits they will rub shoulders with the nations of the world. Lest they be misguided into thinking that another culture and another language "has the right ideas about life" Moshe Rabbeinu beats them to the punch. Every foreign language is first "neutralized" by rendering all of its words through the purity of Torah. The translation is not there for the Jews to learn from (they don't even speak the language!) it is there to take the foreign"ness" from it. In this way Moshe is performing the final preparations to sending his beloved students on their way.

That's also why the Torah uses the term "be'er". A "be'er" is a well. To paraphrase an old adage – if you give a man a drink he will not be thirsty today, but if you dig him a well – you will have vanquished his thirst permanently. Moshe is setting up the wellspring of wisdom that the Jewish people will need to draw from repeatedly. The analogy of a well is particularly fitting. The deeper you dig it – the clearer the water and the more reliable the well – no matter how bad the drought. By preempting the inter-culture mingling for all seventy nations – Moshe is digging a very deep well indeed.

And what can we take from this ? We can take heart – no matter where we find ourselves – no matter what our nisyonos are – the Torah has been there first – and it's there to help us. Also, no matter how tough the going gets – the well is deep enough for us to find water – we just gotta dig a little deeper.

Hatzlacha !!

To Lead Is Not To Follow

בס"ד

When Moshe Rabbeinu is discussing his own replacement with Hashem, he describes the job requirements.

[במדבר כז:יז]"אשר יצא לפניהם ואשר יבא לפניהם ואשר יוציאם ואשר יביאם"

"(A man) who will go out before them, and come in before them, who will lead them out and lead them in …"[Bamidbar 27:17]

The redundancy is striking. If he will lead the people, whether out to battle or into the promised land – isn't it a given that he, himself, will go out or in ? Why the emphasis ?

But the answer is exactly that, and it serves as a reminder for both us simple folks and our holy Jewish leaders themselves. There is nothing that a gadol b'yisrael would reqire of others that he is not willing / able to do himself. First, a Jewish leader should go out or come in – before the people – in full view of the people (and sadly, of their criticism, too). Only afterwards is he fit to lead them anywhere.

Going out and coming in are also two opposite actions. A true Jewish leader knows when to employ either activity – there is no "one hit wonder". And there is no such thing as a single minded approach. Sometimes, Hashem requires our leaders to know how to pull in both directions (simultaneously, even !!).

These two lessons are great to take to heart – not just to bolster our faith and appreciation for our holy and multifaceted chachamim, but primarily to keep in mind. At some point and in some fashion, we are all Jewish leaders. We must be willing to first put ourselves out and only afterwards lead others. We must also have a sense of balance and duality. To quote Willie Nelson : "Know when to hold 'em and know when to fold 'em"

Hatzlacha !!

Holy Tents, Holy People

בס"ד

Anyone can be holy inside a temple. Priests do it all the time. What impressed Bilaam more than anything about the holy Jewish people was that they were holy even in their homes.

"How good are your tents, Jacob, your dwellings (or tabernacles) Israel." [Bamidbar 24:5]

Let us endeavor to channel this holiness – the one we are so distinctly known for. How ? By dedicating a portion of all of our energies to service of Hashem. When we say "thank you" we do it to increase shalom, Hashem's presence. When we do an act of kindness, we do it in recognition of the divine image that we were created. And obviously, when we bring Torah and Teffilah into our homes and our daily lives – we are demonstrating that even after 3,500 years – if Bilaam were to see us now – he would utter the same blessings.

Hatzlacha !!

We Are All Rocks

בס"ד

Moshe Rabbeinu is commanded to speak to the rock and it will bring forth water. Instead, as we know, he hits the rock and the requisite water comes out [Bamidbar 20:7-11].

What message were bnei yisrael meant to take from the rock ? That even one who feels that he is barren like a rock can burst forth with a huge amount of torah. How does this happen ? Moshe was meant to illustrate to us that just hearing the word of Hashem and His firm command is sufficient. Instead, we understood that we must get hit and only then will we be cognizant of our potential to bring forth torah.

But Hashem's original message still stands. Let us crane our ears and seek out the dvar Hashem – when we hear it, truly hear it, then we, too, will be a wellspring of torah.

Hatzlacha !!

Holy Blossoming Staff, Aharon!

בס"ד

Following the episode with Korach, Hashem gives Moshe instructions on how to avoid another vote of 'no confidence' in Aharon as Kohein Gadol. Each tribal prince is to send in their staff and Moshe will place the staves, along with a staff for Aharon, in the oheil moed.

Aharon's staff is 'chosen' by Hashem – this fact is displayed prominently by having the staff blossom, flower and grow fruit (almonds).

Why would a flowering staff be the message that Hashem wishes to send to the princes ? Hashem could have had the words "Kohein Gadol" appear on the staff instead.

Rav Hirsch suggests that the almond's message is a clue to the nature of a true kohein. The almond is the first tree to flower and give fruit, so too, the kohein, is the first to stand up and declare allegiance to Hashem. Alacrity (zrizus – quickness) is the hallmark of the kohein, as is fitting when one considers the Master that he serves.

There can be another message hinted to in the flowering staff. The Princes may have harbored secret desires to serve in a kohanic capacity. Hashem is telling them that this notion is best left unfulfilled. The symbol of the authority of the princes is the staff. It was these staffs that the princes used to dig a channel of water from Miriam well towards their tribe's encampment. But, ultimately, a staff is an instrument of discipline. The harsh, unyielding staff represents the princes' responsibility to enforce the law. How effective would a flowering fruit tree be in broadcasting authority?

But broadcasting authority is not the job of a kohein. A kohein is meant to focus all of his energies on performing the service, b'ahava, with love. A kohein is not an authority figure to be feared, he is a spiritual icon to be emulated.

By using the staves and causing Aharon's staff to blossom, Hashem is emphasizing this message. He is telling the princes, Aharon does not outrank you, he merely has a different role to fill.

And what can we implement from this ?

We are all meant to be a "nation of priests and a holy people". Let us resolve to implement the koahnic alacrity in our service of Hashem.

Let us also internalize this idea of independent roles. Aharon brought the ketores incense every day. It had a mixture of several spices, one of which was foul smelling. The Shem MiShmuel teaches that the reason that Korach and his band were challenged to bring the ketores was to check if their claim was sincere. They claimed that the entire nation was holy – and shouldn't require an appointed priest. If they truly believed in the acceptability of all Jews their ketores would have been accepted, since it is made up of a variety of spices, just like the nation. They, however, harbored feelings of elitism, and didn’t really believe that "the entire nation was holy" – therefore, their ketores was unacceptable.

We should focus on this idea as well, especially while saying the parasha of the ketores in davening. There are many types of Yidden. As those who wish to see the ketores brought once again, we should remember to love them all.

Hatzlacha !!

Show Me The Dough

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Following the incomprehensible national tragedy of the meraglim, the Jewish people receive two mitzvos. One of them is the requirement to separate a portion of every significant batch of dough that they prepare and give it to a kohein. This portion is called challah.

(It is for this reason that the braided loaves, traditionally used on shabbos, are called challah. During the week, regular bread from the local baker was procured. In honor of shabbos, Jewish women were eager to fulfill this special mitzvah and would make sure to bake at home to be able to separate challah from the dough. )

Why does the mitzvah of challah follow the sin of the spies ? Because performing the mitzvah of challah is actually a kappara for it. Hashem is not in the business of punitive punishments. If He punishes you – it is for corrective purposes !

With the sin of the meraglim, they, and all who believed them, displayed a tremendous hubris. They were particularly haughty and high and mighty when referring to the conquest of the land. Even though they did not think it could be done, that was only because they couldn't do it. Implying that under other circumstances – they could ! This was the underlying sin of the spies – not just discounting Hashem's promise, but assuming that we, alone, are solely responsible for our successes, without a thought to Hashem.

Part of our constant effort to recognize Hashem's role in our prosperity is the system of tithes. We bring the first of everything to the kohein. Bikurim, terumah, maaser beheima, even our first born sons – all go to the kohein (as a proxy of Hashem). This is to drill into us that all comes from Hashem, and we are simply the beneficiaries. What happens when this system in not enough?! What happens when, despite these safeguards, we are still possessed with the mistaken idea that we create and achieve?!

Hashem has to increase the dosage.

Until now, dough, which represents human achievements, didn't need to be tithed, as long as it was made with tithed ingredients. Presumably, if I know that I may only use foods upon which I have already declared G-d's ownership and mastery, I'll continue to acknowledge that mastery, even when the result of my efforts is qualitatively better than the raw ingredients themselves (like bread).

But, when the people are consumed by delusions of grandeur, when they imagine that they themselves are would-be conquerors – and only in this specific case are they thwarted, Hashem instructs them in the proper corrective procedure. From now on, says Hashem, you must acknowledge that even your own efforts (represented by the dough) only exist with a healthy dose of divine assistance. If you do that, you will hopefully phase out the hubris and delusions that brought about the sin in the first place.

Perhaps this is also why challah is associated with shabbos. By refraining from any constructive activity for an entire day, we are not only declaring our dependence on Hashem during this day, but rather, during all the days of the week.

May we all be zocheh to see the guiding, helping hand of Hashem in all of our endeavors, and may He see our humility and bring us the moshiach, speedily in our days, amen.

Hatzlacha !!

To Lead Or To Follow ?

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When Eldad and Meidad receive the gift of nevuah they are still "in the camp" and have not made their way to the Oheil Moed [see Bamidbar 11:24-29]. Yehoshua is incensed by their prophetic pronouncement that he will lead the people after Moshe Rabbeinu's death.  Moshe's reaction, however, stands in stark contrast to all other breaches of conduct that are mentioned in this week's parasha (the people who desired meat, the complainers about family life, those who ran away from Har Sinai, etc'…) Moshe hears this news and isn't fazed at all. No condemnations, no chastisements. Why not ?

In truth, we must first determine why Yehoshua was so upset. He felt that even if the prophecy of Moshe's demise and his succession was correct, it shouldn't be publicized "in the camp". Moshe still has plenty of time to lead the people and telling the nation that he has 'one foot out the door' could only undermine him. This is also why Yehoshua only suggests a jail sentence, a punishment that is at beis din's prerogative. If they were indeed false prophets, Yehoshua would have called for their heads!

Moshe Rabbeinu, on the other hand, still has a lesson or two to impart to Yehoshua. Completely unperturbed by this seeming insubordinance, Moshe tells Yehoshua that there is a lesson in Jewish leadership he must never forget. It's not about the image you sell to the people and it's not about effective management of your human resources. A Jewish leader is still just a messenger. A messenger of Hashem. And if that is the message that Hashem chose to prophetically share with Eldad and Meidad, then it must be the right thing to say. Wouldn't it be great, waxes Moshe, if Hashem's spirit could rest on each one of the people in such a direct fashion ? Essentially, teaches Moshe, the grandest lessons would come straight from Hashem with no earthly emissary intervening at all.

Apparently this lesson made its mark. There is no further discussion regarding Eldad and Meidad's "infraction". And Yehoshua, who does succeed Moshe eventually, is actually referred to as being the 'moon' to Moshe's 'sun'. And there is no greater expression of a mere messenger of reflected light than that.

What lesson can we glean from this ? We are all leaders at one point or another, whether in our families or our peer group. We must never forget that it isn't our wishes or desires that govern our 'leadership' overtures, it is only one goal, our service as G-d's messengers to His people.

Hatzlacha !!

From Whom Do We Take ?

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Tucked in between the details of the specific responsibilities held by the Leviim and the laws of the sotah and the nazir, is the cornerstone of any atonement or forgiveness, the mitzvah of viduy. The pesukim briefly describe an action of wrongdoing and state that, as part of the restitution process, the sinner confess his sins. The Sefas Emes posits the following question. Why is the universal mitzvah of viduy (confession) listed here? The answer (that he credits to the Chiddushei HaRim, his grandfather) is the nature of the sin with which viduy is linked.

The Torah (Bamidbar 5:6)refers to the sinner as one who "misappropriates" or "embezzles" something from Hashem. Only by reading the commentaries, do we understand that the underlying sin here is theft. Why should theft be the paradigm misdeed that the Torah uses to teach us how to do teshuva? Because there is something of theft in every sin we do.

The Chiddushei HaRim explained that all of our abilities, every sling and arrow in our arsenal of achievements, were given to us for one purpose – to serve Hashem. By misusing our G-d given abilities and straying from the proper path, we are, de facto, embezzling these powers from Hashem, since we aren't using them towards their intended consequence.

Additionally, we can consider another reason why the misdeed of theft is used as the paradigm to instruct us in the specifics of teshuva. Without proper cognition of our sin, we can never hope to attain forgiveness and repentance. We might erroneously consider simple restitution a fitting teshuva for the crime of theft. By performing viduy, we are acknowledging that the action, in and of itself, was wrong – not just its consequence. Since the action itself was a crime against G-d ( as well as a crime against the man from whom we stole ) we must ask His forgiveness as well. We begin this process by confession.

May we use all our many talents and strengths for the service of He who bestowed them upon us and may we constantly recognize that all our actions have a direct import to our Grand Maker up above.

Hatzlacha !! 

One, Two, Three ...

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In Parshas Bamidbar we see the plans for the layout of the Israelite camp, the circular pattern that echoed the positions of the sons of Yaakov as they carried his coffin to its eternal resting place. The torah goes through each tribe and lists how many there were and in which direction they should camp. But, wait ! Didn't the Torah just list a regular census in which every tribe was counted ? Why count the Jewish people twice in as many chapters ? ( Census 1 is written in perek alef while the camp layout, and it's population register, is recorded in perek beis)

To answer this seeming redundancy, we must ask ourselves as to the purpose of the census to begin with.  Rashi, commenting on the first accounting, tells us that the census was an expression of love. Hashem loves us and therefore counts us frequently as a demonstration of His affection. When something is precious we are constantly aware of how much of it we have. (This would also explain why an Omniscient G-d would need to perform a count to know how many yidden there are. He doesn't. The act of counting is a show of love.) That is why this census was taken in the tribes' birth order. Hashem loves us, not just for what we do, but for who we are – and we came into being in that order.

The second accounting, highlighted a different aspect of the Jewish nation, our differing roles. There are twelve tribes because there is a need for many distinct types of yidden. Not everyone was born to lead like Yehudah or guard the Mishkan like Levi. There are scholars like Yissachar and merchants like Zevulun. And they all have their unique place in the tapestry of Jewish communal life.

By listing the different locations of each tribe the Torah is emphasizing our distinct identities. But by counting the Jews for a second time, along with giving them their "marching orders", the Torah is stating unequivocally that Hashem's affection for us is unconditional to us fulfilling those roles. Yes, we each have a unique place in the camp that we must shore up and support. But, no, our place amongst G-d's beloved children isn't dependant on that. Hashem begins by counting us – just for who we are – and only afterwards counting us for what we should, and could, do.

Hatzlacha !! 

You Are What You Are

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The final chapters of parshas Bechukosay are called parshas Erchin. There the Torah describes the relative value that an item has if it is pledged to the Beis HaMikdash. This even includes people. That means that if I say – "I will donate my daughter to the Beis HaMikdash" – there is a specific amount of money I have to give.

We might think this is a bad thing. We may be insulted or think that the Torah is belittling us to give us a dollar amount as our self worth.

The truth is exactly the opposite.

When a person thinks about themselves – they always think it terms of what they've done. "Oh, I am great because I did this and that", or "I'm not such hot stuff since I once did that…" What the Torah is teaching us in the parsha of Erchin is that Yidden have an intrinsic value. No matter how good or bad you have been recently and without any consideration as to your recent accomplishments (or, chas veshalom, failures).

This should be a shining light for a Jew. To know that we are worth an incredible amount – just for who we are. And to whom are we worth this much? To Hashem!

Perhaps this is why we read parshas Bechukosay right before receiving the Torah. We must first internalize the concept of an intrinsic value – only then can we begin to appreciate the tremendous gift that we are being given as befitting our value.

Hatzlacha !