Saturday, February 23, 2013

Cloaked In Light


BS”D
If clothes make the man – What are women made of? Seriously, though, it seems like a lot of the Purim feeling revolves around clothes and costumes.
We dress up on Purim (either to enhance the festive atmosphere or to commemorate the hidden nature of the miracle). Yet, we also find clothes in the meggilah.
When Achashverosh is “in his cups”, he calls for his pipe, his bowl, his fiddlers three AND Vashti to come in – without any clothes! When Haman (ptui !- ed.) is appointed chief minister – this is highlighted by specific jewelry (a type of garment). When Mordechai hears of Haman’s decree he wears sackcloth and ashes. Queen Esther attempts to send Mordechai clothes (he refuses). When Esther goes to see Achashverosh the passuk describes her wardrobe as royalty (“ותלבש אסתר מלכות”). When Haman is forced to publicly proclaim support for Mordechai this is expressed by dressing him up in royal clothes (we even sing this passuk out loud !). And finally, Haman (ptui again !- ed.)  begins to see his downfall – at the hands of his own daughter – it is when he “wears” some unpleasant stuff!
What is it with clothing ?!
The answer can be best understood if we go back to the first place in the Torah where we see clothes. Adam and Chava have just fallen from grace and committed the sin. What does Hashem do for them? He gives them clothes. The passuk tells us:
[בראשית ג:כא] “ויעש ד' א-לוקים לאדם ולאישתו כתנות עור וילבישם
“And Hashem made garments of leather for Adam and his wife, and He clothed them”[Bereshis 3:21]
What do these clothes represent? Well, for one thing, forgiveness. The ability to start over, not to be burdened by the baggage of their mistakes, but to make a fresh start. It’s true that merely covering up your mistakes is not the same as fixing them. But when you cover something – and you keep covering it, over and over again (everybody keeps wearing different clothes !) you are showing that you are constantly making a choice; a choice to regret your mistakes and a choice of what to cover them with.
Perhaps it is for this idea that in the Torah of Rabbi Meir the garments were not of leather “עור”, but rather of light “אור” [Medrash Rabba, Bereshis 20:12]. Because there is no greater light than the light of one who wishes with all of their heart to correct their mistakes. This Purim let us utilize all our potential and sincerely return to Our Father in Heaven. And when we do we will be enveloped by such a powerful light that it will be a beacon to bring Mashiach and the final redemption, speedily and in our days, amen.

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