Friday, October 21, 2011

To Live Or Not To Live

בס"ד

"ויאמר ד' א-לוקים הן האדם היה כאחד ממנו לדעת טוב ורע ועתה פן ישלח ידו ולקח גם מעץ החיים ואכל וחי לעלם: וישלחהו ד' א-לוקים מגן עדן לעבד את האדמה אשר לקח משם:"
[בראשית ג:כב-כג]
"And Hashem said, since man has become uniquely paralleled to Me in his knowledge of good and evil – and now, lest he send out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat and live forever. And Hashem sent him [Adam] from the garden of eden to work the land that he was taken from."

When Hashem banishes Adam from gan eden, He comments to the ministering angels that this move is being done to prevent Adam from eating from the tree of life. The passuk implies that it would be a great tragedy. Would the harm be in disobeying G-d again – or is there something deeper? And of what significance is the Torah teaching us when it tells us that G-d sends Adam to make his penance working the ground from whence he came?

When Adam sins – he introduces an element of doubt and uncertainty into his worldview. Before the sin – Adam is an entirely spiritual being – and even his physical body is nothing more than a vehicle for his soul. Once he sins, however, Adam has broken the taboo placed upon the body and used it for purely physical and mundane goals. Put simply, Adam takes his pristine body and throws the mud of physical gratification all over it – dirtying it beyond recognition.

For sins that are particularly heinous, the Rambam teaches us that even Yom Kippur and afflictions will only go so far in atoning for the sinner (see hilchos Teshuva 1:4) ultimately, only death will cleanse the penitent sinner completely.

Now we can understand why Hashem expresses serious concern at what was to happen to Adam. By sinning, Adam is now in need of serious atonement. If he eats from the tree of life, however, he is robbing himself of the very same atonement that he so desperately needs! In His great mercy, Hashem sends Adam away.

And to where does He send him? To engage in the actions that will hopefully generate a recognition of the depth of his sin and to motivate him to repent – to work the ground that he was taken from – i.e. to acknowledge his physical side and all of its shortcomings.

Let us realize that all of Hashem's "punishments" are nothing more than His kindnesses towards us – His attempts to give us the best shot at returning to Him and righting the wrong that we stumbled into doing.

Haztlacha !

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