Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Receiving Is ... Getting ?

Why do we call the acquisition of Torah "accepting" it (קבלת התורה) ?

I can think of half a dozen terms that would better describe the process by which we attempt to have Torah be a part of our lives. There's the quintessential learning part (תלמוד), without which we would still be ignorant and unlettered. There is also the unceasing, never ending toil by which we must continue to strive for Torah (עמלות והתמדה). We have another facet of our efforts that are not directly connected to the understanding of Torah but more to our own toil at assimilating it into our lives (עבודה).

All in all, there is much about our efforts in Torah that has specific descriptions – and all of them indicate a strong, if not superhuman, dedication to achieving this noble goal.

Accepting it seems to mean just sitting there and Hashem will drop the Torah into your lap. It's a little bit contradictory !

The answer is that there is more than one level of acquisition of Torah and more than one way to approach it. Torah is not gotten without hard work. Ever. What we need to understand is that even after all of our efforts – we still should be unworthy of receiving the Torah. After all, the blueprint for the universe and Hashem's own wisdom has got to be pretty precious. The Medrash teaches us that Torah is sometimes revealed as black fire on white fire – who can say that they have "earned" the right to have that ?!

That's where "accepting" comes in. You see, even after all we do and the countless hours of pushing ourselves to understand and learn we would still not get it, if not for that fact that Hashem, in His kindness, grants it to us as a gift.

So this Shavuous let us concentrate, not only on receiving this incredible Torah that's waiting for us – but on doing all the preliminary work and being worthy to receive.

Hatzlacha !!

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